sorry...

It’s just that I’m not up to it.

It’s a task that I shall not complete, it’s stronger, it out stands my mind and being…. I can’t anymore; there isn’t enough stability to withhold what it takes… I want to, but I’m far too weak, fragile. You are my savior, but I’m also your prisoner, forever in my thoughts and within myself you exist I cannot take it anymore, it’s devastating me. I desire with every fiber that my body beholds to be forever yours…but I can’t, every second that passes by it’s a piece of me that vanishes… I’m not able to, I want to…ceaselessly in me you shall live, but it seems as if that was only it.