Watching grey’s second season (thanks to the borrowing of my close friend neno), I recently discovered that I, as the characters utterly loathe adulthood. It is nothing else than a sum of responsibilities, and responsibilities SUCK, the really, really do. I mean, I have yet to become an actual adult, and there are infinite things I’m expected to do.
Unfortunately, responsibilities don’t go away, they just don’t…running errands, college? Yes college! In no way can they be evaded. It’s a face them situation or endure the consequences….I’m only 19 I don’t FUCKIN WANT consequences. Truth is, I am nowhere near of being a grown up, I mean, the fundamental insecurities, the basic uncertainties and all those old inner injuries managed to grow up with me. Mainly, life and affairs have enforced me to be converted into an adult. True, I did get bigger, taller, and older. But, mostly, I feel like a kid, a kid taking grown up (if there are any) courses in college, a kid that’s running around trying anxiously to fit in.
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Sweety we all hate growing up, and we never truly do. There's always some stupid thing that you won't understand, something that will leave you crying on the ground like a typical nine year old or, better yet, some stupid thing that will just take your breath away and leave you with the same astonishment as when you first rode a horse. At times we'll feel like we really are grown ups, like we really are old...and then reality kicks in and you realize that it was all an illusion and you're still a kid and will never truly grow up just grow old
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